It's Testing-Day tomorrow and I am absolutely terrified. I feel like crying when I just think about it and I really wish I didn't have to test so that I can just carry on as I am now hoping and praying that I am pregnant. Of course if it's positive I'll be over the moon but I'm just so so scared in case it is negative. Either way at least I'll know and it's not like there's anything to be scared of with testing to find out. If I'm not pregnant then we'll just have to try again. And I can get on and enjoy Christmas with a few more bevvies than planned at present.
Please please please please please God - let me be pregnant.
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