Next Cycle

Our next attempt at IVF will be coming up in a few weeks time. I get a knot in my tummy thinking about it. When we picked up the drugs before we went away I came out feeling very flat and down whereas the first two cyles I felt excited to be beginning and about what could happen. I think the stakes seem very high this time. Third time lucky. Somehow it makes the outcome even scarier. The what-if's get worse each time. I know I have to stay positive and right now I'm just trying to relax and get on with things rather than think too much about it.